I found this “52 Weeks of Blogging with a Purpose” list on another mom blog:
( http://www.frommrstomama.com ) (Thank you! 🙂 )
Week 1: Who I Am
I find myself fidgeting as I try to begin this post. So, the basic question is: “Who Am I?”
Bona Fide Birth Mother. I was born and raised in south Texas, USA.
My Dad raised me. My grandparents (my Dad’s parents) helped.
My Mom didn’t raise me. She had visitation rights and for a while, my sister (who’s 18 months older than me) and I visited my Mom every Wednesday.
Me and my sister got along – sometimes. It was kind of “hit or miss.” The reason seemed to be that I am (and always have been) very outspoken of anything I deem a fact. My opinions, too, of course. I don’t think my blunt honesty ever had big fans (people who enjoyed it), in my younger years. Now, as adults, me and my sister are capable of getting along a little more, but not for long periods of time.
As a child, besides my honesty… I also had a temper. I’ve learned to control my temper, for the most part. I remember not, at all, being a nice sister, at times. When my sister tried to report my bad behavior to a parent, they didn’t always believe her. I’ve asked my sister about this, since becoming an adult. She says that she doesn’t remember any of it.
At the age of 18, I attended Texas Bible Institute. It was a 9 month course. I stayed for 3 months. My black and white / rigid thinking came into play when it was insinuated that for me to prove my salvation, I would need to speak in tongues. Maybe this isn’t apart of the TBI doctrine, but someone on campus (at that time) seemed to believe that. I couldn’t stay, due to this unbiblical teaching. Never mind that I was rooming with 4 other girls in a 500 square foot room. All of it being added up, there’s no way I could have ever survived an entire 9 months there.
A lot happened between the age of 18 and 24, but that’s a whole ‘nother blog post!
At the age of 24, I gave birth to my daughter, Lady-Bug. It took me close to 6 months before I felt a mother-daughter bond with her. That was probably half due to post-partum emotional issues and half due to Asperger’s Syndrome. That’s all I can figure out.
At the age of 27, I gave birth to my daughter, Precious-Picklette. Not much time passed (about 2 months) before I had a mental breakdown / emotional meltdown. Lady-Bug was adopted by the Z’s and Precious-Picklette‘s father took over raising Precious-Picklette.
Also at the age of 27, I became pregnant with my son (Sweet-Sesame) – whom I’m 32 weeks pregnant with, at the moment.
There’s a very quick snapshot of my “life’s story.”
I like lasagna. Some days, I love it… but today, it sounds too heavy.
I like ranch dressing on (almost) anything.
My favorite color is lavender.
I have Asperger’s Syndrome.
…okay, ’til next time.